for a while.. (celebrating Musician Day)

I'm back.. again!
after my crazy schedules (seems like I got more schedules than artists haha!!)
No, it's just the deadline..
We will have a home concert on 10th of December, so I have to prepare so many things, check everything (include the preparation of my own students & other students also)..
Then, I still have to submit all the end semester reports of School Students..
Haha.. lots to do! But I try to do them one by one, and still haven't done yet till now..
Oh well.. but at least I tried to do my best..

I write this blog while listening to Kim Hyun Joong's latest mini album..
and now he sing: I'm Your Man (na neun nee namja ya)
This song made me wondering my past.. It's been a while (or long?), I've broke up with my ex..
It wasn't the 1st broke up, it happened few times, but at last I tried to let it go.. 1st time, I was crying.. begging for chance to back again.. but after it happened few times, I realize I did something useless, useless for myself, useless for my life, and useless for others too..
So, the final.. I didn't cry at all.. I just took time to keep myself busy, to make sure I can get through this.. I dunno, somehow the universe has its own way to show that the guy wasn't good for me, even when I took long time to understand.. at least I finally understand..
(by the way, till now, I'm the one who always get dumped, funny hah?! ~ I see a little similarity with Kim Hyun Joong haha!)

Hey! Look at me now, I got my new hair cut, I got my life back & even better, I start to hang out again with friends.. and the most important thing, I'm happy! I really enjoy my life, enjoy myself, and I enjoy what I'm doing (my job & my daily activities, and my new hobbies.. :p)

Kim Hyun Joong taught me how to live the dream, how to work hard to reach something worthy..
one of my bestfriend that already gone to Ireland said to me, 'don't waste too much time, especially for something unnecessary'
So, I move on..

Haha.. It's weird, talking something that already passed..
but who I am now, is just the results of who I was..
Still, it doesn't change my taste of music.. They always take me travel through dimension, past-present-future.. who knows?

Today is a bright-shiny-uncertainty cloudy-day..
I woke up very early anyway..
and getting a little bit sleepy now (it's 3 p.m now here in my place!), but still got many things to do, got another students next hour..
I've read on Facebook, today is a Musician Day.. is it true?
Well, here's a repost from friends related to Musician Day:

If you ask yourself why musicians charge so much for performances. We don't get paid vacation, we don't get paid sick days, we don't get bonuses for outstanding performances nor for Christmas. We don't have insurance plans nor do we qualify for unemployment. We sacrifice our family on special days so that we can bring happiness to others. Illness or personal affairs are not excuses for a bad performance. Next time you ask, remember that musicians are musicians because of the love of music, but that love doesn't pay debts. Happy Musicians Day!!

Once I read that..
Yeah! it's totally true!
People often asked me, why the charge of performance was expensive..
as a musician, we didn't work as white-collars, they might work 5 days a week (or 6 days a week) but we work almost everyday without day-off.. The peak schedules usually appear in public holiday, haha..
But I told my friends, I enjoy my job.. I love my job..
I want to be a musician because I love music & I choose to live my dream (just like Kim Hyun Joong :p)

So, it's been a long typing though..
but again i want to say: Happy Musician Day
for all the musician in the world.. We proud having something we love to do as our job!

my make-over day!!

I got my new hair cut & color today..
First time, I enter the place, I already prepared myself to accept any transformation they will suggest..
So, yay here's my new hair cut & hair color..
I feel fresh & I'm happy with this mahogany + red highlight..
I look younger, fresh, and edgy..