It´s been a while since my very last post in this blog..
You may say that I am no longer a blogger probably, and I also delete almost 70% of my older posts..
But now I am here.. back to this blank page.. probably you can say it´s also a new blank page in my life..
Let´s see..
I used to live in Surabaya - Indonesia, very nice city (according to my opinion).. humid and not too busy, but you can say much alive because it´s the 2nd biggest city after the capital..
Place where I can see sunshine everyday just in the same time, with quite boring temperature because it´s almost never change..
I lived in a small apartment, with my mom and sis.. Well, it´s small but it is mine.. so I am more or less happy with that fact.. I had a fun job, doing things that I like as my job.. a music teacher, piano instructor, and freelance musician..
I was single and you may say I was happy..
Now..
I live in the other side of the world, far away from Indonesia..
I live in Tienen - Belgium, with my husband.. Yes, I am married now! I am lucky to have him as my husband, after almost 2 years in a long distance relationship..
Am I happy? YES I am!!!
But I don´t deny the fact that somehow it scares me to move and live here..
I have to leave everything behind, my old life in Surabaya, my job, my students (that´s the hardest part actually), my family, my colleagues and friends..
I have to leave them all in order to be able to start new life here, as someone´s wife..
This is not easy, at all.. I found things somehow feel uncomfortable.. In this point I have to be able to become more dependent instead of being independent as I used to be..
Habits that change because I live in different culture, and things that not easily absorbed into my brain system..
But still, I am very grateful for everything that happens.. I believe the universe has made it this way to lead me to the better way..
It´s a new life, new place, and new beginning for me..
For the moment, I have to be happy being a housewife while preparing to some integration course and language course..
Of course the best thing is I will never be alone because my lovely husband will always be here with me..
